Somewhere between anywhere and nowhere

discriminate

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 16:30:01 GMT

[Wednesday, March 26th 2008]

God, I am irritated. I hate racists and hypocrites ):< They are idiots. I can't seem to fit in in this judgmental world ): At least I have very good friends, but I seldom see them =___=;; Why can't I choose the friends I want?
Why are they bad and good people in the world, I wonder... Bad people are so terrible. And to pretend in front of them is so pathetic. I wish I was a stronger fighter =/

Goodnight, cruel world.

Sleep DX

Wed, 26 Mar 2008 16:25:49 GMT

[Tuesday, March 25th 2008]

Nothing happened except that I went shopping right after school 8Db Got Reborn! 5th book and it was teh best!!
Uh, Idky, but I find myself taking afternoon naps after school too much. No matter how hard I try... I need it =___=;;
ARGH! Why are my sleeping habits so weird!! DDX Gawd, damn it!

idiots

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 10:25:45 GMT

I have really sucky friends in school )< It pisses me off every time I think about it. They like to start an argument from nothing and it's so dumb, but I manage to get myself fired up and get tangled in the argument ): And I always lose. My tongue is not poison enough. Curses! ):< Anyways, I've decided to not argue with them anymore. Argue all you want... I'm not saying anything :D

my brain )))X

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 10:21:31 GMT

[Sunday, March 23rd 2008]

I missed "Shounen Club" on TV and Kanjani8 was on )': I need my brain rewired so I always remember to watch Shounen Club every Sunday at 9:00 p.m.! Rawr! ):

Nothing

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 13:50:54 GMT

Ah, three days of holidays just went by like that ):
Mmm, nothing happened today, as usual. I did sleep at 5:00 a.m. yesterday/today. Amazeeeng shit! Lol.
Oh, but Christian Siriano will be handing out the “Fierce Fashion Awards” at Nickelodeon’s Kid’s Choice Awards. That's fierce! XD
Yes. Boring day today =/

-AUWH!- We're so good!! XD

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 12:20:29 GMT

Was at BM tuition earlier. My friend was being irritating and in fangirling mode. Very irritating, I tell you XD
She reminded me about SS501 practicing their English and because if that, I couldn't stop laughing. My hands were shaking and I couldn't copy things properly thanks to it -___-;; Seriously, though. The whole thing was so dumb XD Hahaha. Which remind me, need to favourite that video. Kufufufu~ They cracked me up so good! XD Darn, now my face hurts....................... Tch.

"We are Schtodaaaant!!"

p/s: Aiba is so adorable XD He said "momantai" Ahhhh!! 8Db

TOGOR! TOGOR! TOGOR! ♥♥♥

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 13:38:46 GMT

Went shopping today! Really happy. This time we didn't lose the parking ticket! 8Db YEY!
Bought Kindaichi and some empty CD-Rs XD Lol. That's shopping for me! Lol!!

Please support the pairing of TOGOR!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Yesssssh. Gokudera Hayato and Belphegor preaze! Lol. They're so cute and hot together.
Bel is S&M, but I like him to be bottom because there will be angst! God, I love angsty ~~sex~~ pairings! XD Hehe.
Omgshhh... They're both so hot ten years later!! Lol. Well, everyone does actually XD But, TOGOR FTW! TOGOR! TOGOR! TOGOOOOOOORRR!!! RAWR!!!
Ah, btw, Byakuran and Dino is mine, okayzz? XDDb

Ok Ok. Project Runway in half an hour!! Need to download some scans and yaoi and go!! \:D/
Will watch Kindaichi with my dad and sis afterwards! Haha. I have turned my sis into a Kindaichi fan, now for my dad! Mwahahahaha!! XD

Yosh!!

p/s: Fucking Photoshop CS3. Bitch D:< Rawr!!

Let's go back to the past...

Wed, 19 Mar 2008 14:35:23 GMT

We talked about our childhood today in school.
I'm pretty amazed that even though my friend and I come from different places, the way we spent our childhood is exactly the same!! XD It's kind of cool. We had a good laugh about it :D
Ahahaha. I just realized how low our mentality was last time XD And how cheap things made us so happy XD Cheap chocolate, cheap toys, cheap stationaries... It's actually really funny when you think about it... :D

I had such a happy childhood!! XDb

Ah... It makes me want to go back to the past and relive my childhood!!

I wanted to be a pet doctor XD

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 15:41:27 GMT

Brought my dog to the vet today.
Lol. I don't why, but somehow, she just knew we were at the vet!! She was all scratchy and shaking!! She wouldn't sit on the weighing scale! In fact she kept asking us to carry her out!! -___-;; I have signs of her anxiety on my arm... Looks like I got scratched by Wolverine!! XDv
Hmm. Poor Coco ): She was shaking so violently and her heart was thumping so fast DX *pat pat*
They took a blood sample from her and she got two shots!! DX One for her vaccination and one to prevent heartworms (disgusting things! ugh!)
At least she's okay now! 8Db No bad news! She's one healthy pooch! YEY!

I'm in love with Belphagor!!

I wanted to be a pet doctor XD

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 15:41:07 GMT

DIE, FAILURE, DIEEEE!!!

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 12:14:16 GMT

Au gad, I hate myself!!
DAMN DAMN DAMN! GUTS GUTS GUTS!! RAWR!!

I can't believe my scores this time. I was hoping to be better but my marks just came out shitty. No A's, but already one of each "other" grades DX B, C, D, G.................... Gonna die, gonna die................... So depressing -___-;;
Jeez, remind me to ram my head against every hard surface that I see -___-;; How careless can I get? Gawd, this is terrible ):

I want As'!!

p/s: Raining so heavily, but it was so hot DX;;

Mascot... WTF?

Sun, 16 Mar 2008 09:36:49 GMT

A friend from school called me today. I know there must be something wrong because she never calls me...
Anyways, I was right! She wanted me to be the mascot for my house this year! DX No way I'm going to take that role again... Not after all the humiliation two years ago!! DX Ack!! I don't even want to thing about it... =___=;;
Anyways, I got the "responsibility" to design the costume... wtf... a bunga raya (hibiscus) mascot costume? Au Gad! I only recently started watching "Project Runway Season 4" and she expects me to miraculously design a costume? Lol. She has no idea what she has got herself into... XD

Sigh. School will be reopening again tomorrow -___-;; Results from my exam will be revealed tomorrow... I worked so hard because I was inspired by "someone", but that someone didn't make it XD so I hope my results don't turn out like his!! Lol. *fingers crossed*
I just hope I'll be able to wake up tomorrow! XD

Please make the holidays longer!! ):

p/s: Lol. I haven't even completed the essay I was assigned to since January XD Lol.

雨

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 10:12:07 GMT

It's raining now... I hope it doesn't stop.
It gives me a nostalgic feeling somehow, especially how the sky looks like now :)
Ah... kimochi!! Lol.

Right now, I have my dog curled up comfortably on my lap (she's afraid of thunder). Finally, after all that scratching... -___-;; Ouch. Oh well, I won't mind because it's the only time when she wants to be close to me... She's so warm :D

I think it's the best time to be sleeping, but I wouldn't like it because the air is so damp =/ But maybe, after a bit of thinking, maybe I'd like to be in my bed right now :D The thought of being cocooned in my bed and wrapped warmly by my blanket sounds nice XD But, no, I wouldn't sleep because I don't want to miss moments like this...

Please don't stop raining,

Ruined day -___-;;

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 14:48:17 GMT

Sigh.......... Who knew losing one damn parking ticket would cause so much to happen -____-;;

What worse? I feel that it happened because of me. It was entirely my fault! ):
I wish I wasn't so demanding.......... God, I feel terrible.......... I don't feel like I want to shop in the whole of this year anymore ):

I'm going to go wallow in my self pity now. Bed.

p/s: And I'm sick.......... ;o;

Happiness :D

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 16:56:44 GMT

[Thursday, March 13th 2008]

Today is the 6th day of the 9 days holiday I am currently having -___-;; And as you can see, from my past entries, it doesn't feel like a holiday... Sigh... I never get to spend my holidays the way I want ):

But... I'm so happy today! :D I got to go out to hang out with a bunch of friends today! YEY!

We went karaoke and it was just too awesome! I can read the hiragana and katakana lyrics on cue better now XDb A bit wtf at ~~some~~ a lot of the parts of the songs we sang, but I guess I'm pretty proud of my improvement compared to the last time we went karaoke DX I just need to start studying my kanji...

Watched a movie. Lol. I don't think people would want to go out with me anymore because I squeal, scream, cuss and whatever about 75% of the movie... God, and the movie was meant for children DX Grow up, Taru!!

Ah, today was a fun day! I want to do it again! XDb

FIGHT!!

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 07:16:18 GMT

Went to the post office just now.
The first time in my life I'm sending a letter and it took me an hour from collecting stamps, buying a postal cheque and finally putting it into the mailbox DX Hell, never knew that mail business was a real bitch. Lol. It's fun, but I think I'm too lazy XDv

Yep. Sent my scholarship application form today! 8Db
I really hope I'll survive the preliminary round!! *fingers crossed*
Please let me go to Japan!!! *prays hard*

If I really do get the scholarship, it'll be my first time in 5 years to travel out of the country! Yes, I'm really deprived of traveling ):
Sigh. It's the only chance I have to go to Japan if I don't get straight A's for my SPM this year DX

TO THE LIMIT!!!!!!
GANBARRRRREEEEEE!!!!!!

God, I really want to go to Japan!

I will do my best :D

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 15:14:08 GMT

STPM results were out today =/
After seeing my sister's results, I think I really really really need to be working harder if I want straight A's for STPM. Lol. I should be more worried about SPM this year, yes, but if I want to achieve that goal I want, I got to start now! I want to excel in my studies!!
Straight A's for SPM! Ganbare! Straight A's for STPM! Ganbare!!!!

I hope that everything I plan will work! I don't want to keep empty promises.......... ):
But honestly, this is the first year where I really hope for straight A's (I only aimed for half for PMR =/)... I want to achieve that, because if I don't, everything I planned for will fall apart.................................................

We can make it true,

p/s: My dad is irritated by Kiyoharu XD

こんばんは!!

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 16:45:46 GMT

Welcome to qqpi!! *k8confetti*

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The objective of qqpi is for me to write about my day everyday! YEY!! Hahah!! Right...

This is inspired by my idol, Yamashita Tomohisa who writes in his J-web every day XD Yes, I'm sadly helpless! I just want to write short entries everyday which sums up my life each day, maybe a bit of fangirling and rubbish! Lol. It'll be very brief, though, because I don't really like revealing much about my personal life to people. I'll keep all my personal entries friends locked in ryopants.

So, yeah. I'll be updating this journal everyday, like seriously, EVERY DAY... with pictures, too, I hope! 8Db Unless of course, my dearest Domino decides to bitch with me until I can't get online or some trash like that luh :(

I just set this lj up so I don't clog up my friends Friend's Page in my ryopants account with trash ): Because I don't think most people (maybe no one at all) cares about what is happening in my life every day XD because I am obviously no Yamashita Tomohisa XD

I want to go to bed nau! おやすみなさい!

<-- The username is inspired by this emoticon, by the way XD It's the keyword with Beru and I uses for it. It is the emoticon I use to describe Yamapi's "YEY" hand gesture~ Lol. Wtf? Ok. Buhbye!